There are a lot of reasons why I could be cranky this year. I was laid off from my very stressful job at the beginning of the month. In preparing mentally for Thanksgiving, I originally was very un-thankful. I decided to skip hosting the holiday at my home this year, even though I have more time than ever to prepare for it.
But it just occurred to me that while my life has adjusted and taken a different turn, I am indeed blessed.
I have worked my entire life. My first official job was at the age of 15. I didn't have a job my first semester of college and there were a few days in 2000 when I didn't have a job, but I quickly panicked and got a job waitressing because the (imagined) financial stress of not working was simply too much for me to take. Life is a lot different for me now. I am more financially stable, I have plenty to keep me busy while unemployed, and I think that just maybe I've mellowed out a little. I think being a mom helps you realize that things don't always go as you expect, but you just have to roll with it and have as much fun as possible in the process.
That's what I'm doing: having AS MUCH FUN as I can! While I am looking for a paying job, I am savoring each moment as my two-year old's full-time mom. Sloppy kisses, requests for piggy back rides, listening to the "music" that he makes, hide-and-seek, playing, reading, and having the most unbelievable conversations that you could imagine with someone so little. The fun doubles when we pick big brother up from the bus stop and I get to see the two of them playing, wrestling and yes, even sometimes fighting together. I have time to cook healthy dinners and shopping and errands can be done during the week instead of taking up all of my family "play time" on weekends.
This year while I am a little poorer financially, I am rich with moments. That's why I am thankful for the gift of time this year.
Happy Thanksgiving!
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